It hurts.

Where am I? I’m lost, broken. I wanna believe in love again, hell, how I wanna do it. But I can’t. My heart screams “Please, give me a break!” and what I can do? It still hurts. Not the fact that he lied, or that he is a jerk. But the fact that nobody loves me. I know it. I’m not a loveable person and it hurts, it kills me softly. I need to feel alive again, I’m like a zombie. All day long. Just doing my rotine, just… living. Not being alive. And when it comes to my mind, I wanna die. There’s a hole in my soul and no one is there to close it, to make me complete. So what can I do? Death seems really nice right now.